Meaningless

26/1

在启程去外婆家的路程，
正当我在车上睡得模模糊糊，
姐突然转头问我一句“彤，妈有真正照顾过你吗？”




顿时什么都清醒了，可是我都还没回答老姐又跟哥讲下去

什么嘛。。。不过我也不懂要怎样回答

只听到姐跟哥一直说妈的事情。。忘了说了什么，大概数落妈的衰事吧
一直说从小就只有姐跟哥一直照顾我
（记忆里好像是酱的）



现在才发现原来在我记忆里，从来没有妈的影子
有姐的手，哥的背影，爸的侧脸

而妈。。。只有手上拿着的藤鞭，衣架，木棍，树胶水管
嗯，都是不大想忆起的事

有朋友说我在家的态度与表情都跟在外面的我很大分别，
呃。。。我不懂要怎样说，可能有双重性格吧？
唉。。不懂啦。。

new life..?

hmm, i had moved to ampang for 1 week ald...

Tat day i prepare my stuff,
Feel like a bit.... hmm... i think it is something like sad?..

Mom keep bla bla bla many thing n look like wanna cry out?! err...?
Then my dad... oso dun wan talk wif me...
Even when i sit in the car n leave, my dad oso dint come out from house,
but my sis said dad r feel sad to c me leave here..

Ya.. i think so....

Coz when tues i come back to sunway house, i saw my dad's smile when he saw me...

Although he dint talk much wif me..

(go to the second floor....)


(reach my room lo~)


(erm.. dun c the left side rubbish, let c right side there..)


(here my bed n my table for pc n study)

Finally i have my own room in my life!!!
the room quite small but i like it!
I haven bring my pc yet... T_T


pandan mewah (sis's bf house) is too far from bukit segar (CCB's house) go there to fetch me.
Then CCB keep ask me to live at her house, but i cant.. coz of my dad, he is worried tis worried tat, then...
Anyway, i will try to drive car to college (if possible >"<)

I miss my room, my cat, my parent, my fren,
my old colleague, n my novel/comic *_*"

I wont feel lonely if i were wif my sis, coz she scare to be alone, im sure tat she will kacau me at all the time =p

ya, my house always dun hav ppl at all the time since when i born out til now, tat y i dun like my house
I dun like the house without human, without the human breathing,sound...

without anything...

火气难消！

上梁不正下梁歪!! 有其父母必有其子女!

作为父母的真的失败到深崖下，自己竟然可以带领孩子在我档子顺手牵几只羊!
真是KA*****!!!
你跟我买RM5的东东还要嫌弃我找给你的钱肮脏，还要趁我转头找钱，然后你教唆你那三个孩子偷拿我们的东西后立刻逃走!


他X的**蛋!F*** *


最令我生气的不是我眼睁睁看着他们走，而是当时的我明明生气到想杀人，我竟然还可以跟另外的顾客有说有笑的讨价还价，真的觉得自己超级KA*****的虚伪!!!!


我想发泄!我想乱跑还有打球!!!!!!
啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

没家教的家伙!那些moral通通死去哪里了?

父母都已经是酱的死样子，下一代何来的moral啊？


我看你以后会有什么Ka*****的后果，还有你们的孩子也是因为你们而没好结果!!!
你们这些*肯定没听过我们华人的俗语和故事关于‘小孩时偷东西，长大后成杀人犯!!! ’


@%&$*\%$#^&$%!@$

Today~~

Ytd night around 12am going to Yao's house house to slp over night....

really sot right? juz go there for slp oni..

Coz of CCB la... she dun wan fetch me on the next morning then i decide go to Yao's house for a nite..

Today Ciu going to Penang for training 3 month, so 3 of us wake up at early morning n to see sb. off at the bus stop for Ciu Ciu

At 1st i really lazy to wake up de la... coz i cant slp well at Yao's house, around 5 or 6am oni slp..

then... 7.30am gonna wake up to morning call CCB n Yao N Yao's sis!

feel damn slpy n hungry aft wake up...

V going to 1 Utama bus stop n (bla bla bla.... skip it) chit chat wif Ciu at the bus stop while waiting the bus coming...

Around 10.30am the stupid bus finally reach there (late 30min!), n then hug Ciu n watching the bus gone away...

Really 'mm seh tak' Ciu Ciu neh~~ T_T

(CCB, Yao, Ciu)

(Yao n Ciu~)

CCB's car de weeping willow make me sensitivity n itch, my hand all in red dot..

CCB's willow really dirty ar.... yer.....

Aft tat V going to pyramid having breakfast at Kim Gary, tis 2 fellow keep talk nonsense n make me laugh sei

then CCB fetch me go back home,

at tat time i dint feel slpy anymore then on9 to browse net

I found my favorites author Hiyawu make a short movie from the book he write b4 name Poetry Summer 夏日之诗, i want to watch it!!!

The novel very nice leh!

http://hiyawu.pixnet.net/blog/post/21851279

I would like to intro it to my fren... hehe

Xi Yun(yao) ar... u started to read novel lo... be patient to read the book '乞丐囝仔' til finish ar....

i know u can de... haha

Miracle Day?

hmm.... today is a miracle day??


i had talk wif her about half n hour while im having my breakfast+lunch
tat is over 3 words, both of us...

talk about my work, my college, my fren....
emm... it is very rare tat she ask me those thing..
n im Patience to answer her



Am i still drunk or something wrong wif her?


Anyway... i gonna to move to Ampang soon...
b4 5/1..


It is a another New year 09, i need try to forgot everything from the past year 08
Searching for the new n Discard the past

Can i really make it?

31 December '08 at ciu's house

tis year i not going to celebrate at pyramid again....

31/12 tis day i'm wif my all fren at ciu's house, tat is my 1st time celebrate new year wif them....

got ciu, yao, quan, ling hwei, HC, siow wei, siow wei's gf or bf?, chi mei, evon, xue ying, n me

tis is a party for countdown 2009 + farewell ciu going to penang for 3 month

yer~~ I gonna to miss ciu so much.....

v play 'Mah Jiong', 'choh dai di' at 1st... then play true or dare for 1 round...

then siow wei's bf or gf? is the king then she hard to decide wanna call who to do anything... then yao said want evon put her head into quan's belly.. funny~~

v r super very noisy at all the time.

n v drink red wine, heineken, n volca like kampai 1...

but i drink the most... so my face is in pink colour like 唱大戏

i drink drink drink then i feel tat i become a bit blur n hyper...

i'm so weak man... juz a year dint drink beer then feel blur n whole face til my neck oso red jor...

but i still awake ok?? juz a bit hyper oni.....

i oso forgot i drink how many ML for the wine n the beer..

i juz know have many beer n wine inside my stomach n i go to toilet 4 or 5time *not vomit*

c i still can write blog now, i still AWAKE!
tat is the photo v took today ----



(c my face til my neck oso pink n red)


(evon put her head into quan's belly @_@)



(yao, ciu n at the center is HC)



(ciu n yao)



(yao n red red de me)



(no face to c me ar??)


(yao n evon)




(=_= all in blur face..)

(whole gangs, without chi mei n quan)

i gonna to faint soon... beh tahan.. zzZZzz