The 14th Road's Cat

S.e.l.f.i.s.h

2011-08-26T00:50:00.001+08:00

=Selfishness=

Who'll be able to stay calm and act like nothing.
It was easy to be indecisive.

useless again.

Hate that song and those pic.

No doubt

2011-08-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

"No doubt"

So that mean i should not suspect.

but what about my 6 sense?

Ignore it and kill it.

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Alright, I have NO and MORE idea what am I gonna to do with the preparing graduate's of XXX. Stuck on it.

Count on me again? How the HOLLY sucks again

Keep on stuck stuck stuck~

stuck to fuck

Difficult

2011-07-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

…
算过了,
每个星期…
…

一定会不断重复

是有那么多,一直一直地
所以那是代表
My fault

道路

2011-06-10T12:24:00.007+08:00

對別人來說那是個很荒唐而沒意義的事，

但對我來說那是忠於自己心裡所想的而做

即使本來就是個很叛逆和固執的個性，但還是會分輕重而決定每個事情，沒有"隨便"及"任性"的。

并不是因為別人所想好的步驟然後就要繼續一步接一步，

看厭了那所謂"設定"好的道路，爲了那不值錢的面子與榮譽而繼續，值得嗎?

活在大眾裡頭還是自我世界，各有各想法

最重要的是對得起自己就好

別人怎麼想都好，

那只是"他們"想而已，

重要的是"我們"想。

幾句話就可以把所有的正常言論搬出來的，

反駁一切，

那只是接受不到而繼續延續那道路的人。

不一樣

2011-06-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

想的，講的，做的
都會是不一樣的

所以還是一樣
繼續等待

Feb's memo

2011-05-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

This is encrypted: Feb's memo

travel

2011-05-13T03:42:00.000+08:00

I do like to travel, but money is needed.

I do like to do sport, but times is needed.

I wanted my leg could walk many places, my eyes to see many things, my hand to touch and feel many things.

So I love to being a backpacker.

Just like someone.

I just wanted to go out play!

Doubt

2011-05-06T11:49:00.000+08:00

Who am I?

The one at that place, there or here?

Who I am?

I felt lost again.

Which one are the true?

Am I still living?

Been forgotten, felt lost.

What is the target on the 1st?

Does it mean broke?

Failure

2011-05-01T02:04:00.000+08:00

So, It was my fault?
Can't do anything and say anything, even can't accompany with you.

Failure.

Don't wanna see you with that face.

Said

2011-04-29T01:42:00.001+08:00

Said, been poisoned.
Deep and hard to cure.

Said, hold it tight and never let go.
Warm and soft.

Said, wake up and open the eyes, felt like still in dreaming.
Kind of complicated feel.

Said, still not yet open my heart to let others go through.
Actually I'm trying and give me some times.

Said, L... really is complicated and hard.
Totally agreed it, never try it, never knew the feel.

I said.....

Change the new life.

A deal

2011-03-19T03:48:00.002+08:00

I remember the deal,

it was a deal that gonna make it before my 21st birthday.

Yet, actually i achieve it.

And, it not a game. Never think of it was.
I'm the winner on that deal, but I'm still a loser too, lose to the god of time.

Since i drop into it, it's deeper and deeper, everyday.

I thought I'll handle it but no.

I thought it'll be the normal but no.

I thought it'll be happiness but actually only get half.

So, that night, I make a wish that maybe never come true.

While it getting happiness but still hiding the sorrow.

Live in afraid status.

No reason

2011-03-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

No reason, No why.
That is the way I like.

Without the reason, so I love all of it.
This is the way I like.

Untouchable

2011-03-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift - Untouchable

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you

Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close, I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'd be here anyway
But you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close, I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, oh

In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven

I'm caught up in you
Oh, oh, oh

But your untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close, I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, oh

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, come on

In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven

And in the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, oh, oh, oh

Like a million little stars spelling out your name
They're spelling out your name, oh

Thought it's will be like this.

When in the midnight,

Look at the ceiling, holding the pillow.

A thousand minded in my brain,

keep on thinking.

Insomnia.

Been habits, by my side.

After

2011-03-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

以後的以後

養一隻貓

養一隻狗

當做是懷念那回憶中的那個

想起那個

已經看不清以後了，只好很頹敗地感覺那"失"感

No way

2011-02-22T21:12:00.002+08:00

可以不要嗎？

我真他媽的固執，就是不想放

決定…. 幾時？

我很想……………

應該想什麽辦法才行

Where is the "To be continue"?

RE

2011-02-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

It's was a past,
Never get RE for everything.

Sound like today is a joke, as i wish it was.
but NO.

It'll be the last time.
Good Bye.

壓力

2011-02-09T00:37:00.002+08:00

你說很多壓力來自他們,自己還有她
你說不要管他們說的話可是你卻還是很在意

那怎麼樣?
那個她就是那麼的魯莽, 不講理, 不理別人感受, 只有錢是最大, 愛面子, 永遠都不滿足

我以後也會變成你那樣嗎?

你說我從小就很獨立
那是從小就被訓練出來的獨立

生活上是沒有她
不能依靠, 自己想辦法解決

現在, 也是一樣

我以後真的會變成你那樣嗎?
不想變成你或她...

白。癡

2011-02-08T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hint : Hurt x ?

變

2011-02-07T00:11:00.004+08:00

這個新年，我想你也是第一次在天上過新年哦，應該不錯吧

啊~又是一句自我安慰的話

可是我真的很想你，很想念你的笑聲

我...

這新年，已經變了

.......

別傻啦，就這樣繼續吧

那無止看不到前方的路

越走越裏面，離光越遠

現在的現在，
我真的不配了

以後的以後，

應該會很失望

對不起

...

2011-02-03T02:12:00.001+08:00

還能怎樣?

慢慢收起來吧

慢慢減少

然後結束

。

這是我新年第一個願望
結束后就是普普通通的
永遠

就這樣，不改變

軀殼

2011-01-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

腦袋空白、沒靈魂般地駕駛,

很多人都說這是危險駕駛, 可是

身體卻是很理智、很自然地在控制Steering、Accelerator、Brake

尤其是下雨天更危險

但, 看著雨打落在車鏡前, 那種情形就像眼睛被一種東西掩蓋著, 看著四周模糊不清, 紅綠燈及車燈都閃閃亮著, 風聲不斷
眼睛蓋下來后, 清楚了一點然後又恢復模糊不清的畫面, 就像刷雨器刷走車鏡那樣, 重複又重複

身邊的畫面不斷地移動, 前方模糊的路, 是唯一能讓自己靜下來的時刻

已經顧不著會不會迷路的問題了, 就很自然而盲目地駕駛

當回到熟悉的地方時, 卻又轉別的方向行駛

就只有在睡覺和駕車時, 才能讓腦袋不去想任何事

感覺麻木了

魚

2011-01-25T02:50:00.002+08:00

魚分為
自由與不自由

自由的魚

四周處於危機但卻可四處遊玩

需要自己尋找食物但卻享受尋找的過程

四海爲家, 愛去哪住都行, 不需別人的同意, 偶爾還是會感到累了想要有個安全地方
沒目的沒方向沒安全感

不自由的魚

被一個四方的魚缸困住, 假的珊瑚石礁背景, 假的水草

被外來的不明人物拍打玻璃, 被驚嚇得不知逃跑去哪, 四處亂撞, 遍體鱗傷卻又不得怒訴

定時的食物, 新鮮水輪換但卻多了份空虛
假象的玻璃框, 無處可逃,日復一日的生活

屬於哪種呢?

Present

2011-01-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

要送你的禮物, 已經待在我房間的衣櫃里很久
原來已經1年半了, 再過幾個月就是2年

不知道該要轉送給別人還是繼續放在衣櫃里

猶豫了一個晚上,

最後還是把它放在裏面繼續封閉

原來已經過了那麼久了

久得..

忘了一些, 明明記得很清楚的

是的, 我忘了

disgusted

2011-01-22T00:51:00.004+08:00

又是這個聲音,

令我厭惡的聲音

待多久就聽多久

待在和平的日子太久了,

都快忘了這聲音

這噩夢般的聲調

Back home

2011-01-21T01:39:00.003+08:00

今天, 走進家裡繞個圈, 就被趕著出去幫你做東西然後再趕回去幫爸擺檔

家裡還是沒變, 沙發、廚房..嗯, 或許還是有些東西多了少了

中途,

你說你的腳開始惡化可能多幾年就不能再跑或站太久

那你也體會得到腳不能跑的滋味, 是多么痛苦, 多么想念那奔跑的風

我以為我是這麼想

然而我當下是心軟

其實你說了很多事, 可我只記得這個而已

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發覺老爸的頭髮少了, 容易累了, 可是脾氣好這點還是一樣

習慣被他罵蠢到要命啊, 然後翻白眼再打我的頭一下

習慣被他催去沖凉啊還不睡覺還玩電腦啊這幾句話

感覺這次比上次還要快適應回來

突然發覺, 我笑容少了

Just

2011-01-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

That just chronic,
been chronically everything here.

Automatic felt it was the rightly realistically.

The life that I been there was just a short good dream,
and yet I'm here again.

So I'm back.

I just wanna ... ....

Again

2011-01-05T03:46:00.000+08:00

又到了這種時期了，
那種感覺又回來

越靠近，
不想的意願越大

還剩12天

Pray

2010-12-31T03:53:00.000+08:00

現在我只想要你健健康康
只要不要再復發就行了

不想再看到你那樣子
不然我會帶著一種隱性炸彈的心情回來M'sia又回去台灣

你問我很多次爲什麽是你,
我不會回答你

死Baka, 你可不可以堅強一點啊, 每年都來一個大病
我心臟承受不了的叻

如果

2010-12-27T01:57:00.000+08:00

如果
真的會有那麼多如果嗎？
想太多了, 不可能的事就算了吧

就是不能突破那個墻，我怕

*我只剩下一年時間而已, 好快...

Who I am

2010-12-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta - Who I am

Been two hours in a taxi cab
I'm just driving around and I'm running a tab
But it doesn't really matter, no I'm not getting mad
It's ok cause I know where I'm going

Out the window everybody's on the phone
All the lights are on and they're all in the zone
Gotta take a step back from my new ringtone
I don't care if Jeff Fenster is calling

Days like these
It's hard to breathe

I'm gonna take this moment that I'm in right now
Stop the craziness some how
Leave it all behind me
I know it's gonna find me
I've got nothing to win, I've got nothing to lose
Just trying to walk in my own two shoes
Gotta take some time now
It's time for me to find out who I am
Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh
Who I am

The windshield looks like a movie screen
And the world outside is a big machine
And it moves so fast I can barely think
That's ok cause I know what I'm doing

Days like these
It's hard to breathe

I'm gonna take this moment that I'm in right now
Stop the craziness some how
Leave it all behind me
I know it's gonna find me
I've got nothing to win, I've got nothing to lose
Just trying to walk in my own two shoes
Gotta take some time now
It's time for me to find out who I am
Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh

Sometimes
You just know
When to hold on
When to let go

I'm gonna take this moment that I'm in right now
Stop the craziness some how
Leave it all behind me
I know it's gonna find me
I've got nothing to win, I've got nothing to lose
Just trying to walk in my own two shoes
Gotta take some time now
It's time for me to find out who I am

I've got nothing to win, I've got nothing to lose
Just trying to walk in my own two shoes
Gotta take some time now
It's time for me to find out who I am
Oh oh oh, (Time for me, Time for me) Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh (Time for me, Time for me)
Who I am
Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh

Who I am

*Alright, time to go for a walk.

Take a deep breathe*

老老

2010-12-06T03:26:00.005+08:00

那個死鬼"老朋友"
明明上個月就很乖，現在好像是想起上個月沒好好慰勞我醬，
現在一下子爆發

既然怎樣弄怎樣搞你都是不乖乖罷休
那就由得你亂來好了
我已經很bek cek了

我寧可你一次過折磨完
不要每一天都來報到

每一天都要按摩,
真麻煩

月头

2010-12-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

每个月月头就是我头痛的时候,
看着这些东西,
真不知道我该不该继续做下去

未来未来, 一直说这句很令我反感
但却是我的希望
因为未来的事没人知道
说不定不再继续

我不适合这样子

I lost my wallet

2010-12-02T20:21:00.004+08:00

Recently I were been so forgetful,
forget this and forgot that.

And The Most Idiot is I LOST MY WALLET
What the *
The one who pick up my wallet, you can took my money but..
Can you return back ALL my Card? Shit man..

Take my M'sia Ic for what? Wanna stay at my country huh?

Take my Taiwan Id card for what? You are the taiwanese already either you were the oversea student too, you know it's important to me too. Without it I can't go back to my country.

Take my Atm card for what? You didn't know my password also. It didn't have money too, I haven't transfer money yet.

Take my Health Insurance card for what? You wish to everyday going to hospital?

Take my Student card for what? I don't know you are a student or teacher or a cleaner, but your face won't be same with me right? You wanna borrow library book meh?

Take my photo for what? That was my friend not your friend, you wanna treasure it or pray for something huh?

Now I need to cancel this and that and make a renew card for Id, Atm, student card and bla bla bla... *Troublesome*

ǝdɐɔsǝ ʇ,uɐɔ 'ǝɯɐs ǝɥʇ llıʇs
˙ooʇ ǝɟıl ʍǝu ǝɥʇ uı ǝɹǝʍ ı uɐǝɯ ʇ,usǝop
pı ʍǝu 'pɹɐɔ ʍǝu ɐ ǝʞɐɯ

Drink

2010-11-25T04:08:00.002+08:00

每一天
當牛奶吞下去喉嚨的那一刻
可能是享受著,
可能是無感覺無味,
可能是硬硬咽下去,
可能是一種習慣,
也可能只是個代替品,

硬咽下去的感覺不好, 不是要那種感覺,
少了一些東西, 阻止不了一些東西

阻塞了,硬了

To be continue for how long?

Dream

2010-11-20T03:20:00.005+08:00

That was just a nightmare,
no exit.

With continued the same dream,
never ending.

What kind of the dream about?

At the end, it going back the "2days" life.
The august, the 2days.

Oh yeah, now I'm busy til sot ald,
From the uni and the f*** kin.
Actually I'm enjoy the life right now but if without the kin.
...

問

2010-11-16T20:43:00.003+08:00

前幾天看了一部戲, 突然想起你

沒良心的我硬硬把你排除腦外
以為這幾個月會忙到忘記

嗯,感覺還是沒減少, 還是會*

原來已經過了3個月多了

我想問: 你在上面還好嗎?

”!“

2010-11-09T19:24:00.003+08:00

都是自己拿來"衰"
現在真的找"屎"上身咯

你的一通電話...
凸

真他媽的脾氣又要來了
*唔好傷及無辜
另一個老毛病又發作了, 妖

瑞芳-九份

2010-10-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

拖了2個月多才甘願post上去, 真的很懶..
在M'sia玩了一個月, 然後回到台灣繼續過一個月暑假 - 很"閑"
暑假當然是要"爛"出去玩的啦, 不然每天呆在宿舍做“阿宅”, 真的會發癲...
所以就去做背包旅客... 第一次耶, 感覺還不錯..

24/8-26/8 這是3天2夜的旅程
人數: 2
Siapa: 阿卡,我
目的地: 瑞芳侯硐(貓村),水湳洞,金瓜石,九份

(第一天)

出發咯~待會還要轉別一輛車去候硐(猴硐) 坐了幾個小時的火車, 很累



在鐵道里有自動機械賣飲料,可是特別的是可樂有急凍凝冰的哦

經過瑞芳就是侯硐啦


侯硐最出名的就是貓村,西北多貓生活在這裡



廢棄的礦業公司,原本這裡早期以開採煤礦黃金山城,現在就沒落了



這個是四大天王之一流鼻涕 (被吸引住的表情,很可愛咯~)

四大天王之一鼻頭

四大天王之一大頭 (很不給面子咯,給我看屁股而已..切~)

四大天王之一麒麟尾

貓村地圖

之後去吃冰,真的很鬼死熱

其實在台灣很多店都會讓顧客亂塗鴉在牆壁上

所以阿卡就畫咯~呵呵肥狗和肥貓=="

基隆河


Vision Hall 願景館, 介紹以前在煤炭廠工作時的東西


廢棄的礦業公司

目的:日本的古代神社,要爬大概200百階級...

爬完了,只看到這個...這個... 原來神社已經沒有了,只剩這塊牌匾...
yam gong.... 還要爬回去原來的地方

之後回去瑞芳吃點東西,找了7-11睡和坐了幾個小時, 直到店員一直問我們爲什麽不回家那些這些的才改去火車站,公園還有巴士站呆著到早上. 其實沒睡到多少, 因為還蠻擔心之前那個ham ham阿伯。
講到那個流浪漢阿伯啊, 真的想一腳給他死, 一直跟蹤還要一直看著我們 (我有帶小刀還有辣椒噴射器, 在m'sia經常帶出門的兩個寶貝~)

流落街頭的時候~其實還有很多阿伯睡在公園的叻

第一天結束了

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(第二天)
要去水湳洞和黃金瀑布

水湳洞附近的古跡 :十三層遺址

陰陽海


不過走錯路liao, 所以就沒有去嚕 (有黃金瀑布的水流下來,算是有看到啦)

之後就去金瓜石 - 黃金博物院區



《悲情城市》電影場景


{跳飛機} 到底有多久沒看到了, 現在的小孩好像都沒在玩叻(╯﹏╰)

就是要抓住你的"豬頭"~

現實里抓不到的東西,只好憑空把那個東西抓住放在心裡好了

這個天空很像一個evil baby(剛好看到就拍下來)

接下來就是午餐咯, 礦工便當



都還蠻豐富叻... 還附送便當盒和筷子


各人的四連拍.. 很鬼死自戀啊

之後還有去環境館, 黃金館,太子賓館參觀歷史 and bla bla bla..

現在,去最後一站 -- 九份

最出名的九份舊道

這張畫就是在形容我們當初來到九份舊道的情景 (真的很貼切下,狗和貓背著旅包==")

到這裡, 我們已經累到不行了,靈魂出遊般的逛逛這個街道
原本打算晚上才去民宿, 最後beh tahan了直接打電話問路去找 "多桑的店·民宿"

走了西北長的階梯才找到這個民宿(因為迷路了)

這是一對很客氣、很熱情的老夫婦營業的民宿, 我很喜歡他們的笑容~
而且這房子佈置得很美, 可以看到風景海景, 比一般的民宿更好, 最重要的是......
他們養了一隻折耳貓!!!

圓圓的,耳朵折下來, 肥肥的, 很好抱啊~~ ♥♥♥
很愛粘著人~

一進去就看到很夢幻的吧台

是有幾間套房,我們選的是二人房,可以選擇-小熊房或 Hello Kitty房
唉, 我住的房是.....

Hello Kitty房... Yam gong...

一進去什麽都是PINK還有Hello Kitty.... 是阿卡一直嚷著說要住這間房╮(╯_╰)╭
不過最贊的是這張床很舒服

沖涼后就下去九份舊街找吃咯, 不過還是吃7-11的食物, 沒想到舊街的店那麼快關門..

民宿的小花園


從民宿外面看到的夜景

喝了kampai, 躺著床看電視, 一關上眼睛不到10秒就睡死了
已經累計2天沒睡的疲累啊

第二天結束了

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(第三天)
直到早上婆婆敲我們的房門叫我們去吃早餐, 醒了一下又再睡回下去, 因為卡她賴床咯, 我又跟著睡下去.. =="
好像過了一、兩個小時后, 才甘願起床, 真的很舒服不肯起床叻, 想到宿舍的床硬硬扁扁的就...

婆婆有準備很清淡的早餐給我們, 白粥,鹹菜,青菜, 還有忘了..
哦, 我們還有跟一對年輕住客談天, 一個日本男孩,一個韓國女孩. 他們的華語還不錯哦

然後就去逛九份舊道, 昨天都沒好好逛


九份代表性的街弄【豎崎路】, 它還真的不像是一條路
由360多階的階梯構成
豎崎路，如同路名是一排扶遙直上，略帶崎嶇的一條小徑


呵呵呵呵, 給我誘騙拿著她最"愛"的假蟑螂 Gokiburi

九份出名賣天燈, 陶笛, 芋圓, 草仔粿, 芋粿巧, 鳳梨酥 , bla bla..

台灣第一家戲院的昇平戲院

下面這個地方是"九份的秘密基地", 可以cosplay, 還有看到一些很復古的東西, 還蠻好玩的



接下來要回去"多桑的店"退房間和拿背包咯, 要先合照合照

然後繼續逛~

下午茶~

然後就出發去另一個地點: 四角亭

原本是要去"四角亭炮台"的, 可是不会路, 感觉又很远, 所以就作罢了
不过还总算是有来过四角亭啦~

过后就赶回去宿舍了... 晚上还要帮一个学姐庆祝生日
旅程就这样结束了

搭铁道时无意中看到彩虹

买了龙猫的陶笛给自己... 纪念九份的旅程

第三天结束
完毕

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這幾天的旅程=睡眠不足+腳疼+腰骨痛通通一起來=="

你

2010-10-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

偶尔还是会很想你

看到一些小动作,
看到一些事物,

就会很怀念..

每次听到你的声音就有一股冲动想对着你大喊

说起来你是第一个不介意我性格那么"男孩样"

就一直徘徊,走不出去
你我都在执着着什么
没有第三次了

無

2010-09-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hint : Terrace

原本可以逃走,却因他们也跟我一样,
然后自动地转身跳进针池中
(就是很讨厌会乱发脾气的自己, 妖)

==

2010-09-17T18:45:00.005+08:00

死得啦,一直嘔...
都不懂還要嘔什麽,黃膽水都要嘔出來了

用這種方式來釋放
那我寧願喝酒喝到嘔還比較痛快點

幹啦
做么會這樣啦
妖........

Old-fogy

2010-09-05T14:58:00.001+08:00

I'm so afraid, so I won't even try to revolt it.
Stubborn minus (stubborn plus rules) = RULES

rule rule rule... Damn Old-Fogy!

Escape is not a good method

Just a temporary escapism

They waiting for my surrender and I waiting for them put the white flag too
SHIT lahhhh

I hate the quarrel sound!
Make me remind of her.
Reminiscently of the dark.

不见

2010-08-21T03:02:00.001+08:00

那些抒情慢歌,现在听起来感觉好像变快了,
拍子快了,歌声快了

是时间快了吗?
是我追不上拍子了吗?
还是不适应了?

改变

不见了,再也找不回,
要再适应和配合了?

有些东西不见了,可以找别的代替品
可是"人"不见了,永远都没有代替品可弥补那个位置

每当有人打电话给我说你已不在了,

我都说我知道,
说一次,痛一次

WTH! 已经12天了
感觉就像台湾人所说的一个字:

幹

我真的很想再梦见你, 再看看你的样子,再听你的声音, 第一个从我身边离开的你

16days

2010-08-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

16Days

Back to taiwan for 16days,
that's mean I've been decadent for 16days

Doing Nothing

Some of them is pass the exam of the cert
Some of them is using the holiday to travel while working

Did I hate "them" to force me give up the chance?
Yes I DID

Just a Dream

2010-08-11T03:31:00.007+08:00

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen

All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah

Carrie Underwood - Just A Dream

It's describe about You, You're 18th years old..
You're not coming back anymore, won't talk to me, won't laugh with me, won't do anything,
Just only sleep at there forever.
I can't accept it.

Ain't you just sleeping and will be wake up soon?

tearing

9/8

2010-08-10T01:54:00.003+08:00

为什么我还是看不到你们... 无论怎样就是看不到你们

9/8的这天,你不在了...

只能默祷
一直回想过去的回忆

真的后悔了
当初那一刻的我
为什么没拉紧你的手离开

My Trips~ 3in1

2010-08-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

It's all about my trips on July.

11/7 Going to 3 beaches - PD,Tajung biru,gold coast
But that day i were having fever, really tired of it.
I did enjoy to having trip with Tpians girls - Su,Lu,Yao and Ciu.
That's was really great.
I've long time didn't laugh and chat with them.

The Ciu, The Lu, The Su and The Yao (L-R)

Ciu's Ben 10 Kite.. The new bf~

Yes My tooth again~

Arrrr... Hot!

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18/7 Taman Pertanian.
This is.. enjoy the nature environment and the bicycle!
But We been lose one's way for around 2hours i think, actually it is damn near from subang.
After this, we going to eat BAK GUT TEH~ hurray!
My hand and leg muscle is super pain due to the work and the bicycle exercise.
AND I were the driver after that, It's the HELL from the traffic jam time.

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24/7 Malacca and PD at night.
With 2 of the Zombie having the trip due to lack of sleep.
Gain experience? Before the trip MUST get sleep to have energy.
Keep drive to far place, How can I TAHAN the Long-distance driving huh?

glow in d dark
more pic from:

http://peipei91.blogspot.com/

It's delightful.

Now, I'm back to taiwan..

语言

2010-07-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

火星语

很好

又是这个语言,
又是不能明白,
又是不会体谅,
又是自以为是,

只活在自己的语言世界里
从来不会去想它们的"为什么"
只有自己的"为什么"

不去尝试了解那个为什么

爆、烫、怒

movie~

2010-07-27T02:42:00.005+08:00

Keep on Watch MOVIE~
I didn't watch a movie on taiwan due to the ticket price..

The "woi" Stitch.. XD (My friend's doll)

16 ticket on 4 movie with 4people.

It's the Lady Gaga is too famous til the cafe owner using her name?

Wanna break the record, been watched 4movie in a day.
Next time : 5movie

Neither

2010-07-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

No Beer, No Wine, No Milk
What can I hold it?

S h i t

2010-07-16T03:25:00.002+08:00

妈的.....我竟然心软一下

What the hell are you doing right now?!
Wake up from the reality!
Don't even make a dream of it.

That's just a trap hole with thorn.
Still want to being puncture?
YOU　IDIOT!

Hide

2010-07-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

This is encrypted: terrace

Feel

2010-07-15T02:34:00.004+08:00

原来我喜欢物品被绑住或套在身上的感觉,
可是不喜欢衣服或领带紧扣着颈项.

干嘛去探望外婆都要穿Formal衣服,
真的怪到超级不爽.
凭什么我得服从你们?

我不是你们的一分子

拿起面具和钢盾

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Yoo girls~

2010-07-08T04:15:00.004+08:00

When's the last time..
did I shout out crazy?
did I laugh like crazy?
did I do something ridiculous?

Probably just...
This 2 Siao!

The normal~

Then start....

woi dao~

yeerrr, she is enjoy for that~ hoho, don't blame of me

Thanks for the belated b'day present
Especially YOU, always make me toughing til hell
I do really appreciate the "FILE" that u send me on the right date and those DIY book,
Thx for always support me, even u didn't know...
nanana, i know it's kind of geli to say those thing to u laaaaa.. ishh

I miss Tpians~~

Arr... I miss the gangs of taiwan now, I love the b'day video they make for me

嗯,等我回来,
我一定要回来
这句话到底能不能做得到, 不知道

maybe

2010-07-07T05:03:00.001+08:00

或许是得了内伤太久了,所以说不出口
即使说了,也不代表能减轻
痛久了,也习惯痛了

会痛就代表放不下

怎么总是全部一起冲过来的, give me a break pls...

那是

2010-06-29T04:46:00.001+08:00

"挣扎"

深夜才会苏醒

越来越近了...

发现,
一起散步,
是很不错的感觉,
虽然那是5只顽皮狗

The Dateline

2010-06-16T05:32:00.003+08:00

This is encrypted: What is H

第一次

2010-06-10T06:18:00.001+08:00

只是想写:
我活了20岁又24天,第一次看到流星!!!
是真的有点兴奋啦,虽然只是那一瞬间..
她们说:能看到流星,应该都在多云,多星及闪闪发亮,亮得有点怀疑是不是人造星的星星和不浑浊的天空...

在M'sia从来不抬头看天空,去到台湾后却常常望着天空
其实都是一样的天空,怎么感觉好像不大一样

还是乡下的天空比较美,宽阔
没有城市灿烂刺眼的灯光,没有一栋又一栋的大厦
有一片片绿黄的稻田,有凉凉夏天的微风,有亲切的人们

Bleeding

2010-06-09T00:11:00.005+08:00

Keep bleeding with no cure

If you really think about that,
then you should do it from the 1st.

The voice, The words
Have a few pin on the Reddest Beating Heart.

When will you tired of it?

When you speak out the sentence,
it started.. the blood bleeding

I have no more blood to continue..

Gangs of Taiwan

2010-06-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

That's my gangs of Taiwan now,
I really feel like I'm childish when i'm with them,
Coz none of them knew my past, my life, my style.

Ermm, I'm trying to change my apathy and "cool" infront of ppl.
But yet, I'm still the stubborn XD

I need a private place..
That I can listen the songs of Remix and Trance.
I need a darkness room..
That I can hold the depressed feel.

I want to stroll at night..
I want to see the sky full of star again..
I want to feel the great breeze..

So, I'll continue to depressive it.

(To CCB, Fun, Hsing, Yen~)

F and D

2010-06-02T02:31:00.001+08:00

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Arggg, my mind full of word of F and D now!
Can you stop calling me?

Insomnia

2010-05-24T14:34:00.003+08:00

Sleep on The Day and Activeness on The Night

Oh gosh... Soon will become a real vampire
Gotta try to change, from abnormal life to normal life..

AND

I'm started miss M'sia again!
That day, I was damn tired after the theme park..
Sleep at the bus when head back to hostel,
when I wake up, I open my eyes and look at the surroundings,
the girl beside me is a stranger;
I walk down from the bus,
The building is strange and I thought I'm lost to somewhere,

Then... A guy suddenly ask me a question,
Then... At that moment I realize I'm at Taiwan!

The girl is my classmate + roommate, The building is my uni hostel.
I thought I'm used to it.. The life at taiwan...

At the next day, I had a dream about someone keep said stupid to me...
The voice sound familiar, but i forgot who it is..
ISH.... who keep say stupid to me ar, my brain full of stupid this word for the whole morning...

Yeah! July!!! 1month to go~

I miss ALL of you, you, you..
and the food XD

缺

2010-05-10T13:34:00.003+08:00

我说
真的累了

到底在累什么我也不知道

我只知道从那天开始,
从来没放松过

度日如年
那我到底度过了好几十年了?

为什么我只能看着你的背影

S For

2010-05-03T04:57:00.002+08:00

对不起,

就是不想让你这样才会那么做
我真的不能,
真的

可以不要让我内疚吗?

又要再尝试这样的感觉与时间
很难度过的时间
很难受的感觉
还以为今天会解脱
原来是还有To Be Continue

Miss...

2010-04-27T03:20:00.000+08:00

Yes....!

I'm Really get homesick start from yesterday,
My heart keep asking me to study the book but My mind is keep missing my bro n sis

I can always chat with my sis on skype or msn, BUT!
The STUPID BRO didn't even online!
Ishhhhh...
Always send the offline msg to me is NOT enough la bro,
I wanna hear ur voice, ur funny face and the big tummy XD

I want bak gut teh! Nasi Lemak! Dad's style Fried Maggie, fish...
Oh... really miss it..
Baka PIG!

The Circle

2010-04-19T02:49:00.004+08:00

Even if you're hurt,
Even if you're suffer,
Even if you're sad,
Even if you're... whatever you think of it

Please DON'T hurt your own body
That's my conclusion.

Because that is a stupid way of the ending,

the next day you still feel the pain from yesterday what you done,
and remind you the feeling from yesterday.

"Continued Pain"

说

2010-04-10T16:42:00.002+08:00

有时候并不是不说,
而是说不出口,

说了不代表没事,
听了也不能怎样,

或许是不信任,或许是没信心
也或许是自我折磨

就是不能

其实

2010-04-04T18:07:00.003+08:00

习惯一个人独处，
习惯一个人听歌，
习惯一个人看书，
习惯一个人思考，
习惯一个人吃饭，

每次回家，只有我一个人，明明是好几个人住在一起
但一天24小时的其中1小时都不可能呆在一起

所以不知什么时候，我不爱呆在家
拼命找别人出去，过夜，溜街

对那些经常陪我出去的人想说一句
谢谢
其实这句话想在去台湾前跟你们说的，但是本小姐我Shy嘛说不出口 paise...

*最近迷上Within Temptation的歌和一些Piano, Symphony
我还是比较习惯一个人

Those Medicine is suck

2010-04-03T18:05:00.002+08:00

Darn... cough for how many days ald?
fever, then down, and then fever again...

I get enough for this!
Those medicine are useless man, it become worst when i taking the medicine
My body is weaken day by day

Everyone is worried about me, i felt sorry to them
Thx Guys, Girls and my lecturer.

Dammit pls get recover soon!

Pale

2010-04-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

I have to try to break free
from the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
in the end it's worthwhile,
that the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realise
time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
have to trust it will be alright.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

(Part of )Within Temptation - Pale

2010-03-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

离开了，就请别再回来

就快不行了

2010-03-24T16:19:00.002+08:00

Alright I have to admit it,
It is the Ending.
So DON'T bother me.
i hate u!

Please forgive my selfishness

Just delude ourselves before today

19/3

2010-03-20T23:57:00.009+08:00

This is the hint: where?

Taiwan ~Part 2~

2010-03-15T17:02:00.002+08:00

Dang dang dang~!

now upload my dormitary and my life lo
lazy to write ald

{dormitary}

明诚宿舍

Entrance

my table and upstairs is bed.

The view from my room (up)

The view from my room (down)

This is so called taiwan's house? =="

okay, now v going out see what v saw

后天宫？M'sia got 天后宫!

Sorry lo, No SEXY leng lui to promote this, what u guys imagination is Totally WRONG

All motor and car is AUTO

This very 38 yong sui! Feel like wanna "bing' him

Ermmm this is?

The flower of this tree is BIG!

{now search for the food~~}

O yea, Let's go!

{after 30min}

ermm, v are lost... =.+|||

Yup, We reached 阿婆面

This is阿婆面 RM2 something.
Why called ah po mee?

Because it's ah po cook de mee...
hey, it is truth la, very famous 1, the name of the shop really call 溪州阿婆面

yooo! pei fun n hsing sure will love it~ ferris wheel bread!

THIS! Strongly recommend!

with the chili sause is 一级棒! love it! It look like roti canai

珍珠奶茶only RM2 for this big

XXL 铁板鸡腿意大利面

XXL 炸鸡排便当
Chi xin de, all the food is XXL, all taiwanese girl or boy also can finish the XXL food, i think it can be 2ppl to eat it. But it is very cheap, just only RM6.5.

just only 1person to eat it, no feel at all...

{go explore somewhere}

Train station

台中

I MEET my SEnior Mun Zim here! how coincidence!

This little boy very cute~ (at the shoes shop)

Last week 10/3wednesday, is 10.8C.. cold til siao ~.~"

some 38 take photo when i really tak boleh tahan the cold, waiting the bus

Every sat night v will gather at fren's room watch ghost movie then slp at there together
hohohoo..... all cant wake up on the time, i juz take pic =p

The beer is very very cheap leh!!! Taiwan beer taste like heineken too

1元=RM0.10, 5元=RM0.50

This is my dormitary address o~

Last time play pinball(wargame), damn pain man, no next time....

Thx to my classmate's photo - Kaka
Most of the photo is taken by her.

When i reading book,
When i watching tv,
When i wake up,
I feel I'm still at m'sia.
When someone call me,
It back to reality,
I'm still at the taiwan right now.
How strange for this feeling,
Am I homesick?

Taiwan ~Part 1~

2010-03-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

yoooo, dead long dint update.. get scold from fren ald XD
I know u all wanna know how's my taiwan life, uni, classmate..
Sorry due to my laziness..

lets see the pic~

{start from my uni}

The uni logo

明道果园，有大红花喔

Library

I love the environment in the library~ Got LOT of BOOK!

划船的湖

The uni is like 18 football court that Large!

{at class}

hw note.. all in traditional chinese, sigh..

Everyday gotta wait bus go to uni n back to dormitary

my 1st cocktail with fire on the top, it taste nice!!!

To Be Continue~

realise

2010-02-23T01:54:00.008+08:00

My heart feel upside down Right Now

I realise that Only 5days remained

I realise I'm Worried my sis

anxious? nervous?

dunno la

...

I can't sleep!

They

2010-02-18T04:02:00.004+08:00

I miss my grandma,
the hug, the voice, the smile
every year cny, after cny, her birthday

I miss my relative,
even just only can meet on cny, 1year 1 time

but.. after she passed away
all is changed
hard to meet them anymore

feel so strange,
even she is not here anymore, but that not a reason not to gathering
why they don't understand it?

I really miss the time we all together in the house, to make noise, laugh together, do some stupid things

I hate it!

智慧牙搞到我生不如死

2010-02-07T14:55:00.010+08:00

第二次的生不如死

为什么？

昨天刚做了一项手术开刀拔智慧牙，因为太靠近神经线会有危险所以一定要开刀
手术后，还呕吐出血一次，第一次鼻子流血，并且流血不止，
喝水只能很一小口的吞下去，吞都会痛
吃一小块三角形西瓜还得用含着的吞都用了40分钟才吃完
吞都吞不下，更何况说吃粥，只喝了两小杯的美禄，真的快要饿死我了
讲话不能太用力，不能太快
张开不了大口
整个脸肿到像个猪头炳，看到都想打破镜子

不能吃东西真的会生不如死
这种痛是我第二次毕生难忘的回忆！

第一次呢？
当然是两年前那个该死的盲肠炎，还要已经爆在里面了
坐又不行，站又不能，躺又不可以，趴着会更加糟糕
那种痛苦应该是排在生孩子的第二个最痛

他X的每次开刀的日子都在二月
第一次：新年一个星期后2月15号
第二次：新年一个星期前2月6号

是不是我的二月被诅咒了
噩梦几时才完结？

我不想以我这个猪头炳样子过新年啊~~~~

烟

2010-01-26T03:03:00.000+08:00

其实我想说的是

他妈的吸什么卡那赛的烟
自己想死就好了，不要连累别人

吸一口烟再慢慢的吐出去，好像很型酱
拜托，丑到屁酱
也不要在讲话时吸烟更不准吐在我脸上！

二手烟比你吸着的还要再毒很多倍！
那时的我真的很想随手拿个啤酒瓶一挥打烂你的猪头还有烂嘴

话说人类只用几%脑袋想东西，我看你根本丝毫都没用过0.0000001%
一点都不尊重女生，自己，周围的人，不对，是简直是零点的样衰+发烂猪头！

吸烟来做么？因为烦啊？烦什么鬼啦
吸了就可以解决烦恼哦？吸了就不会再烦了哦？
一大堆屁话
只会逃避现实
只会吸那些害人害己的烂东西

这就是成熟男人吗？
既然自认成熟那就拜托多用猪头想一想

就像猪八戒一样沉迷于女色不能自拔，
猪头是沉迷于烟草不能自拔

Christmas Day

2009-12-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

25th Dec
I do nothing at the Christmas Day, but receive a big present on the morning when i wake up...
somebody might know wat tat mean zzZ
Spending my whole afternoon for pc fb n book book book... ahhh boring..

At the night going to YC with my gang: ming lie, +2, xi yun, quan, ling hwei
but then i get surprise when xi yun sit at my car~!

Look! Tat is my ChrIsmas Present FROM Xi Yun

A Homemake cookies

A Homemake Christmas Card

See my fat bro eat ur cookie til so happy

Thx xi yun~~ I'll treasure it since it was the 1st time u gave the christmas present^^

hey,xi yun u got put any caffeine in the cookies?
I dint sleep for 1 day.. still continue working...
Nvr drink so much coffee in my life....
another present huh?

p.s: i'm kopiko brown coffee promoter

The cage

2009-12-03T23:54:00.007+08:00

4 weeks.. leave 1..
maybe leave nothing...

The cage is empty, my heart is empty

darn... whose fault it was..

I've been cursed?
tell me why?
why always is the same? why it end up like that?
I can't sustain it anymore

He? She? ME?

KLCC

2009-11-26T00:28:00.004+08:00

Work at KLCC kitchen a few time, but it is 1st time work with Pei fun~

~She said it is new for her and had a bit curious,

But it will be the 1st time and the last time work at kitchen~

Yea ofcoz! It will make u crazy.. haha..

(1 month ago...)

(NOW.. short huh...)

(tis... rude..)

Rawang waterfall

2009-10-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

22/9
Aft my sis's wedding dinner, the next day i gonna go to waterfall with..
+2, Hsing, ming lie, suet yen, may poh, poh yi, bs, bs's bro n ml's fren (3ppl)

..... tis few day i always be the DRIVER...
Then tat day i still be the Driver to fetch them to Rawang waterfall!
Coz the CCB +2 dun wan drive her car, then last night oni call me to join them..

1 word : 过分!

(L: ming lie, R: CCB+2 "rmb tis pk")

(L: Hsing R: suet yen, me, may poh)

(B4 going to bath...)

(Having dinner at "Sky Garden 天之花园", the food quite nice!)

Aft dinner fetch them go back... then my job is DONE

PS : I think it is mountaineering more then going to waterfall....

Sis's Wedding!!!

2009-10-06T13:40:00.004+08:00

Finally i get the photo from the cameraman!
Wanna c ME wearing the dress leh?
Aft graduate secondary scl i nvr wear dress ald...

So... Here r the pic below.....

20/9 2.30AM

(both of us keep waiting the rite... til very slpy ==")

（上头仪式）

20/9 6AM start

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(This boy very cute~ keep crying when saw my sis)
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(The bridegroom)
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Start GAME~~ play~
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Then... Finally....
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Then going to Ampang - Bridegroom's house
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Reached,
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The Bedroom~
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(wat i doing? Jump on the bed.. that wish my sis will pregnant soon?)
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(Bridegroom THROW the Flower?! And HE get the flower!)
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21/9
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(I like the teapot~)
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Food~~♥ nice~
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Shout like crazy ="= . .

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Keep on drinking "Whiskey"

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(Actually v drinking the Tea now)

Nvr hold Those XXXX of money in my life!
The total bill is... "OMG"

Then... V went back home around 1AM or 2AM

WAHAHA, my bro act Cute~ ♥♥
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sis, wish u Happy forever together with him..

It..

2009-09-16T02:55:00.004+08:00

Argg... i should not view it...
now my mind is full of question mark..

y my HAND move the mouse n click on tat web?
i saw tat pic..
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Regret IT!

老朋友又来找我了

2009-09-15T02:31:00.007+08:00

顶！老朋友又来找我了
失踪几个月后突然想念我是吗？

他妈的还真的挺会选时间来卡搅我
半夜四点突然背腰部痛到醒来，真的痛到要生要死的那种！

坐又不行，躺又不行，趴又不行，站又不行，蹲又不行，
WTF存心不让我睡！

酱来折磨我，真的想去撞墙壁撞昏自己。。

就这样挨到妈起床的时候，才‘爬’着过去求救，诶，我真的是用爬来去我妈的房间叻

妈边帮我按摩边唠叨一大堆的，看看时间，9am
walao eh, 痛了5个小时啊？顶！！
我是怎样挨过那5小时的？

300分钟在痛苦中度过！
还我5小时睡眠！！

再酱下去不是办法，迟早不是痛死就是睡眠不足而死
还是早点去看看中医好了。。（这句话说了几百次了可是都还没实现过 =="）

这几天应该没得睡了。。zzZzz

Something terrible : super mistake!

2009-09-05T23:43:00.005+08:00

O shit... juz like the tittle...
I had juz done something terrible!

Damn it.. I should not let u c the chat box..
how stupid am i...
my brain r useless, rubbish...
dint think probably..

now u dun even wanna talk to me, juz nod or no to answer me

u know the atmosphere between u n me r very weird?
I feel like wanna kill myself right now!

O man, such as idiot, such as brainless
today is a bad day

Nice experience?

2009-08-12T16:28:00.004+08:00

On 9/8 Sunday night

around 9.40pm

In a Old Saga car,
2 fellow in the car,
yAo n me,

From Kinrara Giant to yao's house,
The car is on the way to her house,

1st, the car is like crazy shaking..
Then started got sound of " pla pla pla'..

wat happen??

Shit! Right!
Is "Poncit" 爆胎!!!

O man, damn fish when driving the poncit car to yao's house..
the sound of "pla pla pla" quite... ZZzzz

But luckly yao's dad is at home n help me to change the tyre ^^"
Thx uncle!!!

The tyre is serious damaged, let's c the pic below... --->

The whole tyre is cracked

My dad n mom keep laughing me said they nvr poncit like tis.. ish....
They ask me to paid RM250++ for the new tyre,
@@" blek... dun wan dun wan ..

not my fault, is tyre sendiri poncit 1.. wakaka

Really is a very "nice experience" ar?

Closed File

2009-08-04T23:39:00.015+08:00

Secret... guess it

Hint: D Guy

Latest?

2009-07-23T12:05:00.002+08:00

Lot of Thing happen,

Have fun with others fren, working, playing, buying book, reading...
but with no internet life.. haizz

Harassment with the job now... Been scolding from them.. ZZzzz
a bit moody on tat time, but aft chat wif Quan, i felt better ald.. so no nid worried^^

hmm... i think tat all about.. at college write tis.. feel uneasy.. keke

Now i know wat ur thinking about..
so i wont bother u again.. wont!
need to let it empty

No Title

2009-06-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

One more time,
One more chance,
I won't fall in again

I just realize it,
But..

Y i'm still indecisive?

19 years old!

2009-05-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

15th/16th

Thx to all of my fren to wished me..
Thx to all My junior sang the birthday songs at the phone..
Thx to my college classmate wished me by phone call..
Thx to my new fren's at UJS Giant for treat me a lunch..

AND LASTLY THX TO..
MY dearest fren!
Yao, Quan, LH, ML, Ciu

I love the cake tat ur'll make it, love the B'card too^^

"Money's tight, Times are hard, Here your friggin birthday card!"

I like this!! Really!

(the B'card pic will upload on next week)

So, 15th tat day was my 1st time drive car from sunway to happy garden..
NVR drive to the places tat far except sunway area.. Scared me.. ><"
Especially Thx to Yin! Coz i really dun dare to drive alone on night =.=

(It's the cake they make for me..)

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16th sat i have to work, so i juz think tat juz a normal day again...
But..
Yao, Quan n Ciu they plan a surprise b'day to me aft i finish work
But..
It fail.. coz i know it ald.. hahaha
ruined by my promoter fren.. no more surprises

At the End v head to Asia Cafe to Yam Cha, all look no mood ald..
Nvm la, Thx for coming too.. ^^

(2nd cup cake, yummy!)

PS: Hare, thx to be the last 1 on last min to wished me again! wakaka

Double birthday for Yao!

2009-05-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

13/5

Happy Birthday to Yao "Xi Yun"!
V celebrate at ampang park there McD with yao's coursemate

(u c... the cake very ugly.. spoiled by yao..)

(Full of chili sauce)

(present from her coursemate)

(Yao's B'present from her coursemate)

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14/5

whole afternoon with the birthday girl...
Quan do the slide together with all wishes of mokkies, Hc, LH, SQ, Me
and the songs of Realize^^
But b4 Quan done this slide, i have been be 'gok so na' (mean hot til SIAO!!) at pearl point bus stop, coz Quan must done it b4 Yao is wake up...
so aft i be 'mummy' for 40min, they finally came to fetch me.. ==

At night V celebrate at Pyramid Nando's..

(B4 head to Py....)

Hope u like the B'present!

Juz a cough..

2009-05-12T22:26:00.004+08:00

Still coughing like crazy,
when i cough the ppl sure look at me like i get the H1N1 or unknown sick..
wat la.. juz cough oni, if i really got it then Quan n LH sure get sick together with me
wahaha..

Went to MV with Quan n LH this afternoon...
(Using $ again T_T)

Really PK ald lo... how i survive on this month n next month without money?!
Still hav a bali trip on next month! Nid to work hard n harder to gain $$$$

(this pic... if cut Quan that part then perfect ald, wahaha =p joke)

(wat the.... strange pose =.="")

I'm excited for this book now!! Hope Hiyawu can faster done the book!
流浪的终点-藤井树

极限了...

2009-05-12T00:30:00.005+08:00

接近极限了，
再酱子下去我真的会暴毙在外，要不然就是送我去中国竹林跟熊猫做亲戚的咯
两个眼睛的眼袋真的深到......

拜托你啦，还我睡眠... 让我睡得安安稳稳
喉咙，你睡觉啦，晚上不要那么活跃，
迟早咳出哮喘，咳到我没力了
两个星期了哦，你不累可是我很累啊！
我的要求不高，只想好好睡一觉

睡啦~~

体力不支....

相对论

2009-04-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

很久以前就看过这‘相对论’，今天在某本书里看到还是会觉得满有趣的。。。

相对论

人 = 吃饭 + 睡觉 + 上班 + 玩
猪 = 吃饭 + 睡觉
代入--〉人 = 猪 + 上班 + 玩
即--〉人 - 玩 = 猪 + 上班

结论：不玩的人 = 上班的猪

男人 = 吃饭 + 睡觉 + 赚钱
猪 = 吃饭 + 睡觉
男人 = 猪 + 赚钱
猪 = 男人 - 赚钱

所以：男人不赚钱等于猪

女人 = 吃饭 + 睡觉 + 花钱
猪 = 吃饭 + 睡觉
女人 = 猪 + 花钱
女人 - 花钱 = 猪

结论：女人不花钱都是猪

综合：
男人为让女人不变成猪而赚钱
女人为让男人不变成猪而花钱

男人 + 女人 = 两头猪

Movie and Book

2009-04-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Morning 10.23am

The msg ringtone wake me up,(forgot to put the shorter ringtone for msg)
Quan suddenly sms to date me at MV watch movie..
Yea, ofcoz ok la, then sms to +2 n tell her no nid fetch me back to ampang,
coz aft hang out wif Quan i will go to sis's company n follow her car back to ampang.

Aft tat call Yin help me booking the ticket of 'Friday The 13th',
sorry i kacau u.. make u wake up on early morning.. >_<"

hmmm, tat movie.. It scared me! o... blood... brutally... argg...

Finally finish watched the movie, Quan decide to have lunch at Pasta Zanmai,
but she cant eat seafood n egg, so juz suggest her eat pasta set tat not included seafood n egg.

(Green Tea and the Peas {dunno call wat name})

(Mine's Unagi Set)

(Quan's Pasta set)

(the whole table)

Today bought 3 book from MPH,
I have bought the most expensive book for tis 3 book....
It cost me RM128.50!
Become poor n poor because always buy novel book..
but i juz cant stop buying book.. =.="

(2volume of 'der Schwarm')

(Continue 'der Schwarm', name 'die Meere')

Author: Frank Schatzing

L'Hwei Birthday!

2009-04-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Finally receive pic from Quan,
v celebrate Hwei's bufday on fri 10th. (actually her bufday is 11th)

But v celebrate on night so i hang out wif Ming Lie to pyramid
Really long long time dint saw her ald, but she dint change much oso =.="
still like the same..

9am i reach Py ald, y i so early to go there?
coz i tumpang my jie fu's car go back sunway, he oso nid to fetch my sis go to work so juz tumpang oni lo..

wait ML til around 10.20am, wait her for 1 hour! coz she over slp.. arg.. hate to wait..

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2pm, ML wanna go back to be good girl for helping her mom working,
I... still stay at Py coz rain so heavy and the teksi station damn many ppl waiting at there.

Then, Spend my time at popular reading book until 6pm.. finally Quan 6pm came n accompany me..

It was nice stay at popular reading book, enjoy it very much.. Read for free, juz finish 4 book b4 Quan coming^^

On 7.30pm, SW n Hwei came to fetch us to Taipan Korea BBQ.

(Chicken and pancake)

(Master Chef wif L'Hwei n SW)

(ciu, sw, hwei, hc,quan, xy, me)

(after drink, abit red red)

To - junior

2009-04-08T23:01:00.005+08:00

TO~ my lovely junior

I know u all r sad, unreconciled..
but u cant go back n change it ald.. it is past ald

every1 also hav win or lose b4, it juz a part of life..
if u always win, u nvr know how does the feel of lose,
on other side is same too.

anyway, u all can try to cry out, eat, sing k, or do wat crazy stuff to release urs unhappy n stress
dun put it in ur heart too long, n dun think so much ald

I know u all put so many hope in this match, now feel dissapointed wif it..
Dun feel so down like the whole world is gone ald, Keep up your spirits!!
{but may poh said it feel like shi lian(love fails?) =.=|||}

: i really dun like to c somebody cry, coz when they cry i really dunno wat can i do ald,
make me flustered..
I love to c u all smile n crazy laughing n talk some nonsense :

Juz Let It go..

CraZY~~~

2009-04-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

ARRR...!!
i gonna crazy if v still same group for 2 years??!!
i wont wan to stay longer, I wont wan to long-suffering!

IF NOT One day i will BOMB out n BE monster to EAT them!!

Y u juz cant be seriously, Y u cant pay attention to me, Y u always talk rubbish topic??
Can u stop blandishment, stop messing around?

I really gonna crazy if next sem still same group wif them!

Namo namo, dun put me in same group wif them..
Dundundundundundundundundundun

{i know u try to comfort me, try to make me happy, thx...}

I miss my basketball team and my junior badly..